Not One Of Those Days

Be warned. This is a total rant post. 
Read at your own risk. 

I’m usually a happy-go-lucky person who’s always giddy and full of laughter. But today, I’m taking a break on my usual self as I’m feeling really pissed right now. For some reason things seem to not fall on their proper places. 

I came home tired and exhausted from work and slept like a log until noon time. For some reason, my mood is already sour at that time… and I guess it’s because I’m really, really tired. It’s like all the life and energy has been sucked out on me. I tried to go back to my usual self, but less talk. I know that I’m easily agitated whenever my mood is sour.

And agitated it is. I’ve received a couple of good news, with a little pinch of mad. Then my mood starts to get more sour. Come to think of it, it’s really silly since it’s not really that bad… but let’s just say that it’s the wrong time of the year to receive that kind of news. Anything half-cooked good is considered bad news today.

I totally forgot about what happened above, then proceed with my usual routine. And that’s giving the list of grocery. Everything seems to be ok, until mom showed me the wrong item. (My mom wasn’t the one who did the grocery shopping) But I’m pissed as hell because I have no use of such and mind you the wrong placement of funds! 

Yah. I’m totally not myself today. I’m really pissed. I’m uninspired. And making promises will never uplift my mood, no matter how much effort there is in trying to make it possible. And I’m addressing this the persons who made promises today. Don’t talk to me unless those are turned reality. ‘til then, back off. (Sorry if I sound like a bitch, but really, today is not just my day. And I’m bloody pissed!)

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